This past December I finally completed all of the requirements for my bachelor's degree. It took 10 years, something which will haunt me forever, but regardless I did it! It wasn't until the end of March that I actually received my diploma in the mail. I thought the accomplishment would feel more real then, but it didn't. Since it took me so long to finish it, it sort of feels like the accomplishment doesn't matter to anyone anymore. Maybe the day when I can put it to use will make it feel real. Who knows maybe I just need an over the top celebration? I love celebrations!
My current locale has limited my ability to put this baby to use, so it's left me to wonder what to do with the next 3 years that I'm in Italy, especially since I can't run & operate my cuppycake business here. Of course I'll be traveling and soaking in the culture, but I always have to keep an eye on the future and prepare for all possible scenarios good & bad. With this in mind I made the decision several months ago that I was going to go to graduate school. I laugh at this decision, considering I swore that once I finished my bachelors I was done with school and never returning. I seriously can't stand going to school and prefer to follow my creative pursuits. However, we live in a day and age where a bachelor's degree is no longer enough, and by the time I move back to America I would be behind the curve once again with a 3 year gap in employment & education. Plus I like to have options in case my creative pursuits falter. Thus the decision to do the unthinkable and return to school to get my master's degree.
So here it goes...I start grad school this month. I'm scared out of my mind. The intensity of the classes already has my stomach in knots. But I must focus on the potential benefits (fingers crossed) this decision will have on my future, as well as my lover's future. I've set lofty goals for myself, and have even bigger dreams. I guess the only way to see if I can reach my potential is to take the plunge.
What are some of your goals & dreams for the future?
